Miss U Bapi!!!

Souvikchoudhury
2 min readSep 12, 2020

Since you left us it’s been really hard to absorb that you are not there for me when it really matters a lot.

I am in a transition zone where I need you the most but god is not so kind to me as he has taken you from me.

The best part of your presence is I am always relaxed when it troubles me but now when you are not around, it makes me feel that I am not the same person to be in.

You always wanted me to do something great in life and with the limited capacity, you did all that could make my career.

Unfortunately, I couldn’t be a good son as I have disappointed you tremendously and you couldn’t see any good thing about me when you were there.

It is making me cry as I think you are there for me and I can feel your presence around.

Maa and I aren’t in good shape since you left us and it’s not a single day pass by when I haven’t thought of you.

May you give me the strength to do some wonders in life so that I can make you feel proud wherever you are.

Today it’s just a sad and void zone that has been created around and nobody is there to console us and stand by our side in this difficult time.

I miss you bapi and I miss you so much that it is something I can’t express in words.

I know you are seeing me and you are sad too to leave us in this situation but believe me, I lost you and it’s the void that will remain with me for the rest of my life.

I just want to touch your feet and seek your blessings for my deed and I feel extremely sorry for the misbehaves I committed without understanding the less no of days available for me to be by your side.

If you are seeing me and obviously you are then I want to be your son once again and this time not to let you down.

You are my hero and yes you are because the true values you have taught me will remain with me for the rest of my life.

I will meet you soon bapi on the other side, till then have a peaceful stay and we think of you so much and miss you and I pray God that he keeps you fine wherever you are.

I wanted to see my bapi and will be there always as you always were by my side but I guess in this birth it’s not possible but I will wait for you again to meet one fine day.

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